Apologies...

Apologies for the delay in posting- it has been a hectic week....

DS had a review, at which I was completely piled upon.... they are suggesting attachment disorder created by my depression meaning I don't parent correctly.... which I know is incorrect... the SW stopped contact with M and P.... and needs to go over my psychiatric profile with her.

DS viewed his new school, and although he told huge lies the whole time, he was mostly okay, although at the end he did flip out a little when asked to try a school jumper on... 

The big thing was thursday, the day after viewing the school... he woke in a foul mood, and attacked another pupil violently, then a teacher... I was at an appointment, and had to send my grandmother to get him.... he calmed down, but then for two full hours he attacked me. I dropped him off at AFC and went to see the headteacher- he's been suspended until tuesday.

So I phoned his psych and they were mo help, saying 'keep him safe' and phone the police if nessecary- he is EIGHT, I would be laughed out of the country!

The SW turned up and complained that the place was untidy!!!!! I felt so angry, she doesn't understand how impossible it is to wield a mop whenever your child is kicking, punching, slapping, spitting and screaming abuse at you for hours on end! She should be offering help not insults!

She scheduled a psych visit for me, with my new 'report' done alongside it... eurgh...

On friday I had to miss my therapy because nobody was willing to care for DS.... and he's in a destructive mood... they have recommended we go to TH, which is an assessment centre where you live in a flat for three months while being watched 24-7 by cameras. Sigh.....

I have no choice but to leave my life for 3months to become a guinea pig in a cage.... SIGH!